Sunday, 1 March 2026
Friday, 16 January 2026
Samalkot Station & Other Stories
Prose, or poetry, or something beyond?
Title: Samalkot Station & Other Stories
Author: Sindhoor Varkoor
Genre: Short Stories
Publisher: Notion Press
Stores: Amazon, Flipkart, etc.
The sea spoke in murmurs only the heart could hear, wrapping me in its rhythm.
In those moments, I moved like the mermaid – as
though born from salt and story. [p.83]
Sindhoor Varkoor’s Samalkot Station & Other Stories hover somewhere
between prose and poetry. If at all you have to give them a name, you may call
them haibun. Let me confess, I have just a smattering of the Japanese formats
of writing. That being said, is it essential every piece of writing is categorised or labelled as one genre or the other? No, not really. Not when you
are thoroughly enjoying the read anyway.
There’s something about wood that I have always
loved – it smells of forests, of damp roots buried in rich earth…That old
almirah wasn’t just furniture; it was memory, magic and meaning all woven
together. [p. 14]
The short verse that follows every story carries the entire spirit of the
story in a few lines. Varkoor’s prose has the feel of poetry. It touches you like
a cool gentle breeze on a warm summer afternoon. Her poetry stirs something
inside you so you want to read it again, and again. And then it settles you,
soothing your soul. The reader doesn’t realise when the prose transcends to
poetry.
flowing stream
stones settle
down
unsettled [p.36]
The stories sound personal – personal not only to the writer but also to
you as a reader. Not that you have gone through similar situations as her
protagonists, but because you feel you belong to their world.
alarm…
her anklets
wake up the household [p.46]
There’s something personal for me in the above poem, though. This
reminds me of my own childhood days when my Ammamma’s click-click of her
flip-flop, as she busily walked down the central corridor of our home, woke us up
as we tried to sleep in on Sundays. Her story and poetry renditions still ring
in my ears like music. But enough of that. This is about Varkoor’s stories. But
you get my point. This author’s stories resonate with the reader. There is something in them that may sometimes evoke a memory and sometimes echo your thought.
This is Amma’s world – the mango tree, the
neighbour’s woes, the gate, the creaky chair, the echo of footfalls that no
longer return. [p.17]
The story “Amma Maatalu” brought tears to my eyes. And so did the
concluding poem. There’s more in the poem than its words.
death anniversary
crows gather as
mom folds
dad’s black coat
into silence [p.17]
The author uses common threads of ordinary life to weave enchanting narratives. “Shraddha Extension” is a subtle story set in as commonplace an environment as a busy (probably kids') store. The setting could as well be a slice from anybody's life. But the magic of the author's storytelling brings out the emotional impact of the moment.
Varkoor’s way of writing appeals to all your senses. The music of
the sea, the fragrance of freesia, the flavour of tea, the vision of the "shreds of peacock-blue silk hanging like wounded feathers" – you can experience them all and suchlike in her writing.
The book, with its illustrations, looks charming to say the least. Viswaprasad
Raju’s sketches have captured the soul of Varkoor’s narrative. As with the
poems, there’s more in the pictures than their lines.
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Thursday, 8 January 2026
'Art of the City
Today, I chanced upon a snatch of an article I had
begun writing some time back and left halfway through it, and some old photographs which
brought with them a rush of memories. Memories of a short trip I made a couple
of years ago. A whirlwind of a holiday. Or call it a dream. A dream of a
holiday. Because it was like a dream in every way. It came upon me out of
nowhere, when I was least expecting it. Like a dream, it was beautiful. And
before I knew it, I woke up at home, on my own bed, to my regular routine of a
life. But whenever I reminisce this surprise of a holiday, the memories never
fail to bring with them a rush of joy. A holiday to a beautiful city where
art throbs in its heart.
Art can manifest in different places. An artist’s
mind is a canvas, their home an environment of art and artists. A street can be
an easy space for art. A place can be home or a memorial to an art or artist.
An event could be a dedication to art. But for an entire city to look like a
single, extensive work of art! And that’s Paris. The colours and the designs,
the art and the architecture, all seamlessly blend with each other. The roads
are like an unravelling of a story without an end. The city, from every angle,
is picture perfect, and its people merge into the picture. Any shopping street looks
like a page out of a fashion magazine. A sidewalk might as well be a ramp. It’s
not for nothing that Paris is called the world’s fashion capital. The city far
exceeds your expectation.
Art can co-exist with the business of life. Paris is testimony to that. Art not only co-exists, it lives and thrives even with the mundane day-to-day existence of its people. In fact it mellows the monotony in the mundane. Art breathes beauty into every activity in the city. Paris is proof that it is possible to have art in every square inch and around every nook and corner of a city. It is possible to have art in every phase of its evolution. Art can nourish and nurture civilizations, and carry the spirit of the times through generations. Again, Paris proves it.
Every region has its history, its dark pages and
golden ages. Throw light on them, expose them, or celebrate them. Accept them
for what they are and/or leave them. But let not go the art of those times.
Preserve it as it has always been. The art will speak for itself the history of
its times, its journey and its evolution. For every piece of art we celebrate
today, we are indebted to its past, our past.
Time and tyranny could have destroyed or defaced
the works of art of a region. But why not restore them if you can, and preserve
them anyway. Let the art narrate the stories of your land. Let the stories be
told in all their truth. Stories of love and loss, wars and battles, victories
and defeats, conquests and invasions. Stories of repression, revolution and
redefinition. Let nothing destroy the art of your land, let nothing spoil the
aesthete in you.
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Thursday, 7 August 2025
Saturday, 5 July 2025
Did I Really Do All This?
Book Title: DID I REALLY DO ALL THIS?
Genre: Memoirs
Author: Vijay Raman
Publisher: Rupa Publications India Pvt. Ltd.
As an Indian living far down South, my
first impression, as a kid, of the Chambal Valley was thanks to India’s iconic
silver screen villain, Gabbar Singh, in the epic film, "Sholay". Apart from that,
my childhood memories of a few train journeys, crossing the Valley, remain
distant and vague. And then came Shekhar Kapur’s "The Bandit Queen", by which
time I was an adult. The movie left me, as it did many others, disturbed. Of
course, there were many other films too made on the baddies of the badlands,
but they never reached the theatres of the South. And somewhere in between, I
got to read about the daring, swashbuckling Vijay Raman IPS’ intense, gruelling
encounters with the dacoits of the Chambal Valley. Those were real-time
stories, and he was, undoubtedly, the real hero. Ever since I got to know about
the book, “Did I Really Do All This”, I was looking forward to reading it. The
book throws as much light on the man, the author, as on his illustrious career
as a high-ranking police officer.
In contrast to the typical image of a
policeman, Vijay Raman IPS, obviously, was a kind, compassionate, sensitive, and
easily approachable police officer. Several incidents in his career, as
revealed in the book, are testimonies to this. However, much remains unsaid,
unwritten, or so this reader feels. Much is left to be read between the lines.
There is much more to the man beyond the surface. Buried deep within him, and
such guardians of law, must be a burden of emotions – the leftovers of many a
job done well. This anguish is a huge sacrifice made by them, perhaps known
only to them.
“One day, I received a report of the discovery of
an unidentified dead body. Somehow the name of the place, which fell under the
police station of Pandokhar, rang a bell, and I found myself rushing anxiously
towards it with a growing sense of dread. It was about 100 km from Gwalior and
by the time I got there, the body, though badly mauled and with limbs
dismembered, had been identified. Beside it sat a woman clutching two children
tightly to herself and wailing loudly.
It was a terrible, terrible feeling to know that
this was my fault. I was responsible for the death of this informer. I was the
person responsible for all those who were killed by Devi Singh after his
release, until he was terminated by my junior, SP Asha Gopal. It would always
remain on my conscience that my actions, though purely with the intention of
upholding human rights and protecting human life, had led to so much violence
and misery.” (p. 48)
When the author looks upon his own
actions objectively, he is harsh on himself, but not in the least does he
flinch from facing what he believes is the truth, albeit bitter.
“I did feel flattered by his description of me, and
the objective way in which he reported what I had told him: my understanding
and sympathy for dacoits as human beings that later became influenced by the suffering
they wreaked on the villagers and seeing my own men crippled and killed in
encounters. I told him that when I dealt with dacoits, I had to become as
dehumanized as they were, shedding all sensibility, becoming exactly what my
enemy was. I did not like it, but it happened.” (p. 58)
At the end of it all, after all the
sacrifices and criticisms, does the law enforcer feel it was all worth it?
Perhaps yes. But with some misgivings. The author speaks about the flip side,
or the “alternate and rather harsh reality” of his encounter with Paan Singh
Tomar which led to the decimation of Tomar and his gang.
“…to the media across the world and in India too,
it was a hero who had been brutally gunned down. Paan Singh had served in the
Indian Army. He had won athletics medals for India. When he returned home to
his village, the disparities and inequities of Indian society had given him no
choice but to turn to dacoity. The media focused on these, and this gave rise
to huge sympathy for Paan Singh and even contempt for the law-keepers who had
gunned him and his gang down. There was no mention of the fact that, in the
course of our duty, and at great risk to our own lives, we had removed a
dangerous criminal and his gang from the face of this earth. However, the people
of Chambal and its surroundings, who had lived in terror of the gang’s
burglaries and abductions, were deeply grateful for the capture.” (pp. 76-77)
The series of incidents that led to the
execution of the bandit and his coterie is no less gripping than a
suspense-filled silver-screen thriller. But one shouldn’t excerpt them here and
spoil the surprise of a prospective reader.
And with as much as a few words, in an
aside, Vijay Raman dispels the myths created by the movies around the highly
romanticised, heroic image of the bandits.
“In those days, no dacoits in Chambal were going
around on horseback. They were all walking. The movies have depicted this
incorrectly. There were no horses, and there could not have been horses,
because horses meant expenditure; they meant money. Where would the fodder for
a horse come from? Where could the money come from? Every source of money could
be detected. At night, when a gang is surrounded, you can tell your men to be
silent, but can you keep your horses silent? The horses will neigh. And horses
are easy to track, by their excreta, among other things. The dacoits do not
ride on horseback – they walk. They walk through the ravines. I know that
Malkhan used to walk every night, often as much as 22 km!” (pp.
61-62)
How the poor viewers’ lack of common
sense is being taken for granted continuously by the filmmakers. One wonders how all those
movies turned out to be the blockbusters they were. How far away are the
general public from reality!
As one reads on, one realises that this
“simple, straightforward” cop commanded the respect of even the lawbreakers.
Take for instance Malkhan Singh’s surrender. Vijay Raman didn’t just defeat his
opponent but won him over.
“That was the day on which a dacoit from the
ravines of Chambal came to Delhi, made enquiries to find out where I lived and,
when he found out, climbed eight floors (lifts scared him!) to come to my home (adorning a tilak, holding a
gun!) to pay me a visit. He had
honoured me with his rituals (touching feet, offering tilak,
paying Rs. 101 shagun!), assuring me
that, despite being on opposite sides of the law, despite my holding out
relentlessly against him, he had always held me in respect and continued to do
so.” (p. 112)
The author’s deceptively stoic recountal
of the gruesome scenes that unfolded before his eyes following the Bhopal Gas
Leakage, as he rushed back and forth between the hospital and the railway
station, trying to make sense of the traumatic effects of the Tragedy and deal
with them, makes it all the more heart-wrenching.
“The entire platform, a huge expanse, was filled
with dead bodies. They were lying helter-skelter, as they had fallen, and I
could see many corpses with intestines spilling out of the anal area. I did not
allow the dreadful sight to affect me – it was my duty to find someone here who
could tell me what had happened. I walked around to try and locate a person who
was still alive, but could not.” (p.
122)
Vijay Raman’s portrayal brings out the
writer in him as he makes the situation come alive in the reader’s mind so much
so that they can see, feel and hear the panic.
“As they ran, people panted, struggled for breath,
and inhaled even more than they would have if they had not ran! That image of
people running for their lives, and the very act of running taking them closer
to death, is one that will never leave me.” (p. 123)
This super cop’s daredevilry and
adventure was not confined to his job, which was, as it were,
adrenaline-fuelled. He was also full of fun and frolic. What else could have
taken him around the world, along with his friend, in a Contessa in less than
40 days to earn a spot in the Guinness Book of World Records! He narrates the
tour hour by thrilling hour, without leaving out any of the delightful surprises
(or the rude shocks!) that popped up on the way. From the preparation for the
tour to the receipt of the certificate, he relates, at length, the tiniest of
details.
The passages quoted above are but a
few, fleeting peeks into the book, which is replete with revelations on the
action-filled life of Vijay Raman, the outstanding police officer who was also
a remarkable human being. The list of his achievements and accomplishments are
long, and include the liquidation of the mastermind behind the 2001 Parliament
attack, Ghazi Baba, giving protection to four Prime Ministers of India,
initiating the fencing of the Indo-Pak border, and so on and so forth, each one
more engrossing than the other.
The book leaves the reader in awe of
this dauntless man who had put his life at risk and had a brush with death, not
once but several times, for the security of the nation and its people. His
writing style is incredibly unassuming for a man who had created history at
about every turn in his life.
In closing, one wonders if this note has
turned out to be more about the man than about his book. Perhaps Vijay Raman
was a man who couldn’t be separate from his purpose, his duty, or his actions.
The more one reads into the book, the more one feels he identified himself with
all three. His wife Veena Raman’s anecdotes throw more light on the personal
side of this legendary man. You close the book with a sense of sadness, though.
The author left this world before he could see his book published. But then, perhaps,
it would have hardly made a difference to him, the karmayogi that
he was.
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