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Sue: Now, about this ‘ceasefire’, Rue...
Rue: Now, cease talking about it, Sue.
Sue: But
why?
Rue: ‘Cos it’s lost all its fire.
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Sujatha Warrier's Blog
Book Title: DID I REALLY DO ALL THIS?
Genre: Memoirs
Author: Vijay Raman
Publisher: Rupa Publications India Pvt. Ltd.
As an Indian living far down South, my
first impression, as a kid, of the Chambal Valley was thanks to India’s iconic
silver screen villain, Gabbar Singh, in the epic film, "Sholay". Apart from that,
my childhood memories of a few train journeys, crossing the Valley, remain
distant and vague. And then came Shekhar Kapur’s "The Bandit Queen", by which
time I was an adult. The movie left me, as it did many others, disturbed. Of
course, there were many other films too made on the baddies of the badlands,
but they never reached the theatres of the South. And somewhere in between, I
got to read about the daring, swashbuckling Vijay Raman IPS’ intense, gruelling
encounters with the dacoits of the Chambal Valley. Those were real-time
stories, and he was, undoubtedly, the real hero. Ever since I got to know about
the book, “Did I Really Do All This”, I was looking forward to reading it. The
book throws as much light on the man, the author, as on his illustrious career
as a high-ranking police officer.
In contrast to the typical image of a
policeman, Vijay Raman IPS, obviously, was a kind, compassionate, sensitive, and
easily approachable police officer. Several incidents in his career, as
revealed in the book, are testimonies to this. However, much remains unsaid,
unwritten, or so this reader feels. Much is left to be read between the lines.
There is much more to the man beyond the surface. Buried deep within him, and
such guardians of law, must be a burden of emotions – the leftovers of many a
job done well. This anguish is a huge sacrifice made by them, perhaps known
only to them.
“One day, I received a report of the discovery of
an unidentified dead body. Somehow the name of the place, which fell under the
police station of Pandokhar, rang a bell, and I found myself rushing anxiously
towards it with a growing sense of dread. It was about 100 km from Gwalior and
by the time I got there, the body, though badly mauled and with limbs
dismembered, had been identified. Beside it sat a woman clutching two children
tightly to herself and wailing loudly.
It was a terrible, terrible feeling to know that
this was my fault. I was responsible for the death of this informer. I was the
person responsible for all those who were killed by Devi Singh after his
release, until he was terminated by my junior, SP Asha Gopal. It would always
remain on my conscience that my actions, though purely with the intention of
upholding human rights and protecting human life, had led to so much violence
and misery.” (p. 48)
When the author looks upon his own
actions objectively, he is harsh on himself, but not in the least does he
flinch from facing what he believes is the truth, albeit bitter.
“I did feel flattered by his description of me, and
the objective way in which he reported what I had told him: my understanding
and sympathy for dacoits as human beings that later became influenced by the suffering
they wreaked on the villagers and seeing my own men crippled and killed in
encounters. I told him that when I dealt with dacoits, I had to become as
dehumanized as they were, shedding all sensibility, becoming exactly what my
enemy was. I did not like it, but it happened.” (p. 58)
At the end of it all, after all the
sacrifices and criticisms, does the law enforcer feel it was all worth it?
Perhaps yes. But with some misgivings. The author speaks about the flip side,
or the “alternate and rather harsh reality” of his encounter with Paan Singh
Tomar which led to the decimation of Tomar and his gang.
“…to the media across the world and in India too,
it was a hero who had been brutally gunned down. Paan Singh had served in the
Indian Army. He had won athletics medals for India. When he returned home to
his village, the disparities and inequities of Indian society had given him no
choice but to turn to dacoity. The media focused on these, and this gave rise
to huge sympathy for Paan Singh and even contempt for the law-keepers who had
gunned him and his gang down. There was no mention of the fact that, in the
course of our duty, and at great risk to our own lives, we had removed a
dangerous criminal and his gang from the face of this earth. However, the people
of Chambal and its surroundings, who had lived in terror of the gang’s
burglaries and abductions, were deeply grateful for the capture.” (pp. 76-77)
The series of incidents that led to the
execution of the bandit and his coterie is no less gripping than a
suspense-filled silver-screen thriller. But one shouldn’t excerpt them here and
spoil the surprise of a prospective reader.
And with as much as a few words, in an
aside, Vijay Raman dispels the myths created by the movies around the highly
romanticised, heroic image of the bandits.
“In those days, no dacoits in Chambal were going
around on horseback. They were all walking. The movies have depicted this
incorrectly. There were no horses, and there could not have been horses,
because horses meant expenditure; they meant money. Where would the fodder for
a horse come from? Where could the money come from? Every source of money could
be detected. At night, when a gang is surrounded, you can tell your men to be
silent, but can you keep your horses silent? The horses will neigh. And horses
are easy to track, by their excreta, among other things. The dacoits do not
ride on horseback – they walk. They walk through the ravines. I know that
Malkhan used to walk every night, often as much as 22 km!” (pp.
61-62)
How the poor viewers’ lack of common
sense is being taken for granted continuously by the filmmakers. One wonders how all those
movies turned out to be the blockbusters they were. How far away are the
general public from reality!
As one reads on, one realises that this
“simple, straightforward” cop commanded the respect of even the lawbreakers.
Take for instance Malkhan Singh’s surrender. Vijay Raman didn’t just defeat his
opponent but won him over.
“That was the day on which a dacoit from the
ravines of Chambal came to Delhi, made enquiries to find out where I lived and,
when he found out, climbed eight floors (lifts scared him!) to come to my home (adorning a tilak, holding a
gun!) to pay me a visit. He had
honoured me with his rituals (touching feet, offering tilak,
paying Rs. 101 shagun!), assuring me
that, despite being on opposite sides of the law, despite my holding out
relentlessly against him, he had always held me in respect and continued to do
so.” (p. 112)
The author’s deceptively stoic recountal
of the gruesome scenes that unfolded before his eyes following the Bhopal Gas
Leakage, as he rushed back and forth between the hospital and the railway
station, trying to make sense of the traumatic effects of the Tragedy and deal
with them, makes it all the more heart-wrenching.
“The entire platform, a huge expanse, was filled
with dead bodies. They were lying helter-skelter, as they had fallen, and I
could see many corpses with intestines spilling out of the anal area. I did not
allow the dreadful sight to affect me – it was my duty to find someone here who
could tell me what had happened. I walked around to try and locate a person who
was still alive, but could not.” (p.
122)
Vijay Raman’s portrayal brings out the
writer in him as he makes the situation come alive in the reader’s mind so much
so that they can see, feel and hear the panic.
“As they ran, people panted, struggled for breath,
and inhaled even more than they would have if they had not ran! That image of
people running for their lives, and the very act of running taking them closer
to death, is one that will never leave me.” (p. 123)
This super cop’s daredevilry and
adventure was not confined to his job, which was, as it were,
adrenaline-fuelled. He was also full of fun and frolic. What else could have
taken him around the world, along with his friend, in a Contessa in less than
40 days to earn a spot in the Guinness Book of World Records! He narrates the
tour hour by thrilling hour, without leaving out any of the delightful surprises
(or the rude shocks!) that popped up on the way. From the preparation for the
tour to the receipt of the certificate, he relates, at length, the tiniest of
details.
The passages quoted above are but a
few, fleeting peeks into the book, which is replete with revelations on the
action-filled life of Vijay Raman, the outstanding police officer who was also
a remarkable human being. The list of his achievements and accomplishments are
long, and include the liquidation of the mastermind behind the 2001 Parliament
attack, Ghazi Baba, giving protection to four Prime Ministers of India,
initiating the fencing of the Indo-Pak border, and so on and so forth, each one
more engrossing than the other.
The book leaves the reader in awe of
this dauntless man who had put his life at risk and had a brush with death, not
once but several times, for the security of the nation and its people. His
writing style is incredibly unassuming for a man who had created history at
about every turn in his life.
In closing, one wonders if this note has
turned out to be more about the man than about his book. Perhaps Vijay Raman
was a man who couldn’t be separate from his purpose, his duty, or his actions.
The more one reads into the book, the more one feels he identified himself with
all three. His wife Veena Raman’s anecdotes throw more light on the personal
side of this legendary man. You close the book with a sense of sadness, though.
The author left this world before he could see his book published. But then, perhaps,
it would have hardly made a difference to him, the karmayogi that
he was.
©
Title of the Book: Legends of the Hill
Author: Ruskin Bond
Genre: Stories
Publisher: Rupa Publications India Pvt. Ltd.
Everyday life and things are not as commonplace as they are made out to
be. There are quaint, interesting, intriguing stories lying hidden in them. You just need to have the eye and ear for them. Ruskin
Bond sees the extraordinary amidst the very ordinary. And he weaves amazing
stories around them.
In “Legends of the Hill”, Bond’s writing flows like a mountain
breeze. It carries the
fragrance of the forests and the echoes of the valley. Characters are incredibly
natural. Even the ghosts are like normal beings. There is no suspense built up
around them, for they are part of the environment, the people, the setting.
The author often writes about little things – deceptively unimportant
things – that make up charming stories – stories that recreate the life on the
hills.
“Had it all been a dream, that
strange episode on Pari Tibba? Had an overactive imagination conjured up those
aerial spirits, those siddhas of the upper air? Or were they underground people
living deep within the bowels of the hill? If I was going to keep my sanity I
knew I had better get on with the more mundane aspects of living – such as
going into town to buy my groceries, mending the leaking roof, paying the
electricity bill, …”
[p. 59]
It is interesting to note that while the author refers to the safety and
sanity of ordinary, “mundane” things, his stories on ordinary people and their
ordinary lives get the readers’ eyes glued to the pages. The reader is
captivated by the beauty in the mundaneness, so to say.
“The truth is, what we commonly call
life is not life at all. Its routine and settled ways are the curse of life,
and we will do almost anything to get away from the trivial, even if it is only
for a few hours of forgetfulness in alcohol, drugs, forbidden sex or golf. Some
of us would even go underground with the fairies, those little people who have
sought refuge in Mother Earth from mankind’s killing ways; for they are as
vulnerable as butterflies and flowers. All things beautiful are easily
destroyed.” [p. 59]
The author paints pretty pictures with his words. I wished I were an
artist when I read this book. Why, I could have created a whole gallery of
pictures inspired from his writings!
“The train would reach Deoli at
about five in the morning when the station would be dimly lit with electric
bulbs and oil lamps, and the jungle across the railway tracks would just be
visible in the faint light of dawn. Deoli had only one platform, and office for
the stationmaster and a waiting room. The platform boasted a tea stall, a fruit
vendor and a few stray dogs; not much else because the train stopped there for
only ten minutes before rushing on into the forests.” [p. 61]
The author continues to write about the railway station. If you are the
kind of person who have felt a strange connect with lonely places (I am), and
if you feel something stirring within you if you see a quiet, unpopulated place
like a railway station (I do), then you will instantly relate to the following
passages.
“Why it stopped at Deoli, I don’t
know. Nothing ever happened there. Nobody got off the train and nobody got on.
There were never any coolies on the platform.
…
I used to wonder what happened in Deoli behind the station walls. I always felt
sorry for that lonely little platform and for that place nobody wanted to
visit. I decided that one day I would get off the train at Deoli and spend the
day there just to please the town.” [p. 61]
As the author narrates a story, he leaves so many stories untold between the lines, urging the reader to take off on their own imagined tales.
Often, the author leaves his own story midway, happy to hang on in a state of expectation,
revelling in the joy of anticipation.
“In the last few years I have passed
through Deoli many times, and I always look out of the carriage window
half-expecting to see the same unchanged face smiling up at me. I wonder what
happens in Deoli, behind the station walls. But I will never break my journey
here. It may spoil my game.
…
I never break my journey at Deoli but I pass through as often as I can.” [p. 66]
Stories have a way of conveying the simplicity of the common folk. Especially when Ruskin Bond narrates them. It’s right there in
front of your eyes in all its innocence and charm. Exposed, naive, vulnerable.
Like a dainty, delicate bubble. Your thoughts hover on it and move on. You might as well not touch it, lest it burst. You leave it well alone.
‘Won’t you feel scared returning
alone?’ he asked. ‘There are ghosts on Haunted Hill!’
‘I’ll be back before dark. Ghosts don’t appear during the day.’
‘Are there lots of ghosts in the ruins?’ asked Binya.
…
‘Because, Grandfather says, during a terrible storm, one of the houses was hit
by lightning, and everyone in it was killed. Even the children.’
‘How many children?’
‘Two. A boy and his sister. Grandfather saw them playing there in the moonlight.’
‘Wasn’t he frightened?’
‘No. Old people don’t mind ghosts.’ [p. 68]
Have you ever looked at a beautiful picture, be it a painting, drawing
or a photograph, and felt like going to that place in the picture? I have,
always. And I am stirred by the same feeling when I read Bond’s stories. I want
to be in that place, among those people, walking down the roads there, feeling
the air, listening to the sounds of the people, the birds, the wind, the trees.
Drinking in all the sights. Capturing moments and storing them in my mind
forever.
Title of the Book: Human in Economy
Author: Sivadas R. Warrier
Genre: Non-fiction
Publisher: Tureeyam Media
Book Stores: Amazon, Flipkart, Google Books, Bookscape
This write-up has taken a long time in getting written. Often, it’s like
that. You write something in your mind several times, then rewrite, revise, and
refine it. But you never get around to putting your pen to paper or, rather,
your fingers to the keyboard, to see your thoughts manifest in a scribble.
However, when the subject remains as fresh as ever, and the experience refuses
to lose its flavour, the urge to write gets the better of you. Thoughts re-form
and words get re-phrased.
Human in Economy. The title is intriguing. The content is simple and
straight-forward. The author is as unpretentious as can be in his writing.
Both, the author and his book, don’t claim to be anything they aren’t. They
don’t project themselves to be more or less than what they are. Simply put, the
author is as unpretentious as he is unapologetic. The narrative or the
story-telling approach keeps the reader connected to the book, as the thread of
interest remains unbroken.
The narrative is set in two towns, Coimbatore and Thrissur, which lie on
either side of the Sahyadri – the
Western Ghats. The book recounts biographical sketches, and events and
anecdotes from the lives of two karanavars
– male heads – of two families who lived in the said cities. It talks about their
impact on the different societies they lived in – their role in the
sustainability and growth of their families and the communities that surrounded
them. Two different people in two different settings – what is common in them
is their selflessness, their perseverance, and their distinct social
consciousness.
The author writes about what he has seen, heard, experienced and
understood. He writes about times in the past that had solutions to potential
economic challenges interwoven into the fabric of life. The solutions, the
reader realises, were so taken for granted that later, the people lost sight of
the problems, and the solutions gradually became a tradition, a custom, a
practice.
As the author traces the growth of the economy, especially in the Indian
context, he throws light on how, in the pursuit of modern science, man let go
of his ancient wisdom. He writes:
The sacred was removed from science.
And science came to be known as secular knowledge. The intention should have
been the removal of the religious influence on science, however, they removed
the mysticism as well. It was like throwing the water out along with the baby.
Today, we have increasing number of questions on what a good economy
looks like and how to get there, but the answers are elusive. And there lies
the relevance of this book – where many of these questions and answers meet.
According to the author, economics is human behaviour. Deriving from the
knowledge imparted by the seers and masters of all times, the author writes:
The culture and civilization of a
region are inseparable from its economics. Economics, as a human science, has
also to be lived – as true human behaviour. People learn what they are taught
and behave as per what they imbibe.
"Human in Economy" is, obviously, about economics. But the account is
autobiographical and weaves into its narrative slices of history of a
particular region, its geography, the social structure of a section of its
people, and glimpses of the culture and lifestyle they followed. The narrative is
strewn with insights into Indian spirituality and philosophy, and excerpts from
the ancient scriptures. For someone (and that’s me) who believes in the unity –
the oneness – of knowledge, this book is a simple reaffirmation of how the various
disciplines – the branches of knowledge – are interconnected and
interdependent. The more you delve into knowledge, the more you see the lines
that divide it into different specialities getting thinner and finer, until,
perhaps, they fade.
The author does not dwell on past glories. Rather, he’s trying to pave a
way into the future. Economics, as he perceives it, is not about being frugal
at the cost of enjoyment, nor is it about being indulgent at the cost of
well-being. It is not sustainability at the cost of growth. It is not at all
about philanthropy at the cost of profit. It is none of that, nor vice versa.
It is about creating wealth and preserving it in the society. It is about
creating wealth for yourself, while you also help others create wealth. This
apparently should be, the reader understands, an individual’s constant,
conscious endeavour as well as their subconscious, habitual behaviour in
an economy.
Warrier navigates from the past to
the future, from the scriptures to science, and from tradition to technology
without ever losing focus on the purpose of his book. His narrative never deviates
from the essential theme of the book. This in itself is a feat.
That the book is the first volume
of the tetralogy, The Indic Roots, gives the reader much to look forward to.
©
In a
brief conversation with Abhijit Ganguly of Up Words Channel during the
Thinkers' & Writers' Meet organised by International Society for
Intercultural Studies & Research, Kolkata, held from March 9 to 11, 2025,
at Ramakrishna Mission Institute of Culture, and Kolkata International
Foundation for Art, Literature & Culture.